
Despite our many differences, I rather like Andrew Cohen. I think his teachings are engaging critical part of the process of awakening. I also think that his most recent work on exploring awakening from a collective context is an critical move that traditions have either confused or missed entirely. As a result, I find that I often root for him despite the fact that our areas of focus and our styles diverge.
Still, I get curious about the underlying spiritual meaning of quotes like this from his most recent blog posting, The Other Side of the Rainbow:
I spent the first five years as a teacher blowing people’s minds and showing them where God lived. I spent the next ten years trying in every possible way to get them to pay the price to make the radical leap from higher-state experiences to genuine spiritual attainment. Ken Wilber puts it beautifully when he says that the task is to transform “higher states into permanent traits.”
Of course, getting states to settle into traits should be the major reason any of us get into the whole on the teaching end of this work. But teachers can’t cling to any of it less they defile their own teaching. Attaching to any outcome for a student, for a community, or, worst of all, for the teacher himself, radically diminishes our ability to support the spiritual evolution of our students. Plus, for teachers to cling to student outcomes will result in disaster.
I experienced many dark nights of the soul and struggled often with doubt. But then, slowly but surely, what had been up until then only an intuition and an awakened vision that was available to me, started to become available to others.
I appreciate and can relate to what he’s saying here. I’d be lying if I said I’ve never shed tears of anguish and struggled with feeling like I couldn’t communicate the teaching in more helpful ways. But, as yet, the darkness never seems to last. As long as the attachments are fully seen, by teacher and student, Buddhas meet Buddhas.
This really applies to anything: shut up, sit still, watch, respond consciously from this place of surrender. Maybe this is what he means when he says:
Over the last two years, to my deepest relief and inexpressible joy, I find I have been released from the torment of all those years. And the reason is that what I was seeing all that time has now emerged and become stable between enough of us to make all the difference in the universe. We’re not coming and going anymore. We’ve arrived. And the reason this means everything to me is that it means we can finally move forward.
Nice job. But I wonder if we shouldn’t still be very careful about the sense of “I”, wherever it shows up. Perhaps you might call it and “Authentic Self” or something else, but egos love to think that they are awake and communities always do well to keep this tendency in check and take the self, no matter what we call it, out of the work. Second, I wonder if we shouldn’t always beware of things that appear “stable”. Nothing lasts. Nothing. Stability is temporary. To assume otherwise gets us into trouble. Third, be careful that the “us” always sees themselves as “them”. No matter how much anyone believes they’ve arrived, the biases of any ingroup can water down insights like nothing else.